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i break down after i saw the ____.
i dont know why.
its so silly.
i cannot vent my anger at you.
it's not your fault.
i don't know what to do.

i miss bestie
i have got funny classmates!<3
today again is friday.
sad.
tomorrow got to work again.
okay.
nvm.
my malaysia trip so i have too!
well.
went home.
rush to orchard.
i am so tired.
i feel like sleeping.
but when its time for bed,
i cant sleep.
why?
i don't know.
don't ask.
time flies without me realising.
how fast?

i let you went off;
sadly.
how weird.
it feels so sour and tears feel like rolling down.
but i did not.
so i gave a sms.
i told her.
so stupid lo.
i am in no position to do that.
just workhard.
i got alot to say.
but i cannot.
i am nothing.
in no position.
don't ask.
don't tell
nothing is on.

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happy
school are getting excited as days pass!
everyone is busy with stuff.
especially TALK! ><
ce!
thanks to this i got to attend talks all day eh.
anyway, i just got to know today that by three years in RP,
i will do 450 presentation!
it was like WAO!
can you believe it?!
hahah
i can't man!
and now its like the 10th presentation already!
we also have DJ jesslyn in the house!
haha
she will play songs loud during break time.
so shiok right.
and people are playing L4D and CS?!
WTH?!
haha.
okay i don't okay.
i do ppt! :)
yeah.
today was the first time i group with peter,marion and bena.
they are great peers <3
okay,
got to go for my ppt again.
take care people.
and stay happy :D
like me

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i just dont love you no more
yesterday was a awesome day i guess.
went for steamboat and H2 for a drink.
with bestie and cherie goh!
saw qi and weiwei.
so they join also.
pictures in facebook okay.
got to go.
bye!
i just dont love you no more.

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因为你不是她,所以我明白了。
i am back from cousin's chalet.
did enjoy my weekend.
haha.
steven's friend all kinda funny.
mj and drink.
regina's friend are all so study type.
zhiwei one forget abt it.
so cute!
hahah.
okay.
it was awesome!
alot of stuff happen recently.
while,
time to grow.
yes.
it is.
don't assume things and face the fact.


'因为你不是她,所以我明白了.'
it's repeating in my mind.
okay.
this is it.
i stop already.
nothing more than that.
you know what it means and how much it feels?

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我不想;可是我得要。
i don't want but i have to.
我不想;可是我得要。
can you understand?
let's just put a fullstop please?
why do i feel this way?
it's just so weird.
ah!
shut up!
i am selfish, so what?!
i don't know what am i doing!
can you lead me?
i am lost again!
really lost!
fuck!

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enjoy it
4th day of school.
getting abit use to it.
RJ, evaluation, presentation!
i can't see myself doing that for 3 years.
had beancurb with qiling and alicia
but without cherie:(
but still nice la.
cause food ma.
haha.
bye!
goodnight!
things are fine this way,

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million of thanks
i am here to thank someone who is once important in my life.
she is also important now, but as a different role.
i really hope this will carry on in my life.
as a friend you are indeed a good one.
i know somebody send you to me.
i dont know that someone.
but i really love that someone who send you to me.
because of you i grow stronger.
because of you i love myself even more.
because of you i stand strong.
because of you i learn.
you gave me support.
you gave me strength.
you gave me warmth.
and everything.
i hope you are happy.
and the one you love, love you too.
i feel that i have grow up.
i learn to deal with things and not run away form it.
i want to change.
i know i can.
give me time.
dont be afraid to try.
you never know unless you try.
yes, you are right!
thankyou!
i want to share with you my happiness also.
can i come to you when i am really happy?
i hope nothing happen to you.
you can come to me when you feel down.
but i know this day wont come.
because you are very bless and feel so love now.
i hope you remember me.
i hope you can be there for me.
guide me.
teach me.
and adore me.
i know i am asking too much.
but i seriously can put a full stop in loving you.
allow me to cherish you as a friend deeply can?
will you promise all the above?

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stop loving
spend my weekend working.
tired!
i spotted a bag.
$39! ,picard.
din buy lo.
going malaysia see.
i am going holiday in first week of june!
ah!
cant wait.
again is school time.
todays module is maths.
no presentation=stress free!
love my faci!
hahahaha.
well blogging in class now.
haha!
so free.
no monday blue!
shiok!
going to ftp to collect my leaving cert with kmm after school!
hope school faster end.
i am going for chalet on friday straight after school.
omg!
its gonna be a fun weekend for sure!
ivy sick lo. get well soon okay :)

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好压力咯
学了科学。
超难的咯。
都不知道在学什么。
死!
好压力的!
放学后去找许梦玲唱歌。
爽!
回到家后还在忙。
明天和后天又有上班。
超累的!
我有在想你吗?
不知道。
也懒得管。
好想有个好梦。
我希望有个超好的梦。
让我起来之后也爽。
我很困。
晚安!
我的心深深伤过却不会忘

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cause she went back malaysia
我好烦!
真的很烦!
为什么事情变得那么乱?
难道就没一个好办法吗?
朋友不可以吗?
逃避不是办法。
面对很辛苦,痛苦!
我不知道!
烦啊!
我想跑掉!
跑到一个没人找得到我的地方!
我不要任何人受伤。
我为什么那么自私呢?
放开!
退后吧。

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♥ 爱
今天第一天有功课了。
没什么啦其实。
学了做人的道理。
超好笑的咯。
我的组的人超好笑!
为了presentation个个都没去吃午餐。
饿得要死!
可是不错啦。
有个好的成绩就开心了。
明天又有新的题目了。
加油!
我一定要读好,去大学!
明天也是礼拜五!
我好想出去咯。
可是礼拜六有做工。
不要紧有钱就好了。
哈哈!
我很像马来人吗?
为什么有人说我像咯?
什么咯!
好啦小姐要去跟许梦玲说话了!♥
byebye!
我希望我身边的人个个都每天开心♥

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微笑吧
第三天上学。
爽!好像在clubbing咯!
哈哈哈。
重来没那么爽过。
明天第一天读书了。
希望会是个好的一天。
晚安了咯!:)

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大哥:没想我吗?真伤心。哈哈。只要你开心就好了啦。好不我容易回去。玩得痛快吧!小心啊。不要喝那么多酒。她没事啦。放心!回来打电话给我啊。要玩得开心啊!:)

我做到了。
三年前我不敢说。
忍了三年后,我终于说出口了。
这三年来我受了好多苦。
我也知道你过得不好。
因为你为了她不开心。
可是这一次我说了没改变什么。
因为你也始终跟她在一起了。
我只好希望你们开心。
爱不容易。
相爱更不容易。
一定要珍惜她。
我也下定决心忘了你。
给我一点时间。
而也谢谢你一直把我当朋友。
当我需要你的时候你就会在我身边。
谢谢你。

第二天上学,没什么。
很无聊吧。


♥ 爱你们!

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回来啦
第一天上学很不开心!
我不想读了。
我好想玩。
一只这样的玩。
什么都不想,什么都不理。
我好想跟好朋友一起读书。
好想那时刻啊!
我好想大哥。
不只道她在那好吗?
一定玩得很开心把。
我就在这受苦了。
什么时后回来能?
你也不知道。
快回来啦。
我不知道要说什么了。
可是我只知道你在那里一定比在新加坡开心。
那我宁愿你在那开开心心度过一生。
可是你做得到吗?
我不知道。
我只想看到开心的你。
好啦,我不再说了,你自己看你要什么。

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为朋友心痛
我很没用,帮不了朋友。
我曾经是这样。
我不要朋友和我一样。
放弃了她深爱的人。
为了你爱的人你可以付出全部。
真的是你的全部。
请不要放弃。
为更好的明天付出!

温岚, 眼泪知道
云在走 雨在飘
好多悲伤在风中笑
心在烧 泪在掉
你的背叛没有人知道
说爱我好不好
就当作是乞讨
哪怕说出口只需要一秒
你都不要
我的痛像把刀
血在流看得到
你却在 她怀抱 微笑
如果连自尊都已经不再需要
这个世界什么爱你买不到
天真全部可以倒掉
海誓山盟变成一种玩笑
如果连誓言都已经不再重要
还有什么事值得你去骄傲
所有承诺随风燃烧
给你的爱已经停止心跳
你可知道
给你的爱无路可逃
眼泪知道

黄丽玲,以前以后
本来总是牵着的手,现在怎么各自寂寞
你在窗外眼红,还要忙什么
本来总是浪漫炙热,现在怎么被动冷漠
你的心理是否,还剩下温柔
假如我提的每个梦,你都觉得沉重
我还能够做什么,是放手或泪流
以前说的不是这种以后,快乐不该变的像彩虹
不要让大雨淋过,才短暂拥有
以前要的不是这种以后,感动被生活碾过
爱情,就磨成了寂寞
以前说的不是这种以后,心事不该仔细的锁着
相爱也不该变成互相痛快的失策
以前要的不是这种以后,看幸福慢慢褪色
爱你值得不值得

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happy
its being a long time since i really enjoy life. its awesome! everything is changing for the better. great! :) i'm gonna start school on monday. i will miss the fun i had this week. it is simply ... i am speechless. i really wanna thank those who have being by my side. i know just a few words cannot mean anything but i wan you guys to know you all make a different in my life. it changes alot. i also learn alot though. also i love my family:) ♥ ♥ ♥

ALICIA- the silly girl whom i know that always think of others first. protect yourself okay. nobody's gonna be there with you forever.
CHERIE- the sweet butch who never fail to be there for me always. always playing along to be a joker. cherish your love ones and work for your life okay.

VEXED;QILING- the one who never fail to tease me always. but i know she mean no harm. she's a great person which you guys have not seen her other side.
SERENA- a fierce sister who will still take care of the family even when she show her anger. she is soft spoken i know. i admire you! 
WANQI- got to know her on 9.4.10 at KTV. her singing is great! and she is a sweet lady.
WEIWEI- the one who drinks always but also obey her brother. great respect!
IVY- the one who is always so perverted and omg.. haha. but she cares for me deep down.
PEILING- the crazy woman who doesn't know what she want in life. figure it out and work for it!
KELVIN- the one who is serious in everything. but tend to be emotional. think before you act and i know you can!
JIAXING- the funny guy whom i also quarrel with. but i know he loves me always :)
JUNRU- my great bestie in life which i will never forget-13years!
TAYYING- a butch who like to eat mee pok! LOL!

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fun
i enjoy yesterday!
it was awesome! :)
once again please? :(
sentosa & kbox with cherie tayying qiling & alicia!

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